"Would you rather be lied to and be together or be told the truth but it meaning the end of?"

"Drowing Lessons"

Without a sound I took her down,
And dressed in red and blue I squeezed
Imaginary wedding gown
That you can't wear in front of me.
A kiss goodbye,
Your twisted shell,
As rice grains and roses fall at your feet.
Lets say goodbye,
The hundreth time,
And then tomorrow we'll do it again.
Tomorrow we'll do it again.
I dragged her down,
I put her out,
And back there I left her where no one could see.
And lifeless cold
Into this well
I stared as this moment was held for me.
A kiss goodbye,
Your twisted shell,
As rice grains and roses fall at your feet.
Lets say goodbye,
The hundreth time
And then tomorrow we'll do it again.
I never thought it'd be this way.
Just me and you we're here alone.
And if you stay,
All I'm asking for is
A thousand bodies piled up.
I never thought would be enough
To show you just what I've been thinking.
And I'll keep on making more,
Just to prove that I adore
Every inch of sanity.
All I'm asking for is...
All I'm asking for is...
These hands stained red
From the times that I've killed you and then
We can wash down this engagement ring
With poison and kerosene.
We'll laugh as we die,
And we'll celebrate the end of things with cheap champagne.
Without...
Without a sound.
Without...
Without a sound,
And I wish you away.
Without a sound,
And I wish you away.
Without a sound, without a sound,
And I wish you away.
Without a sound, without a sound,
And I wish you away.
Without a sound, without a sound,
And I wish you away.

"Early Sunsets Over Monroeville"

Late dawns and early sunsets,Just like my favorite scenes,Then holding hands and life was perfect,Just like up on the screen.And the whole time while always giving,Counting your face among the living.Up and down escalators,Pennies and colder fountains, Elevators and half price sales,Trapped in by all these mountains. Running away and hiding with you,I never thought they'd get me here.Not knowing you'd change from just one bite,I fought them all off just to hold you close and tight.(But does anyone notice? But does anyone care? And if I had the guts to put this to your head...But would anything matter if you're already dead? And should I be shocked now by the last thing you said? Before I pull this trigger, Your eyes vacant and stained...But does anyone notice? But does anyone care? And if I had the guts to put this to your head...And would anything matter if you're already dead? And now should I be shocked by the last thing you said? Before I pull this trigger, Your eyes vacant and stained...And in saying you loved me,Made things harder at best,And these words changing nothingAs your body remains,And there's no room in this hell,There's no room in the next,And our memories deafeat us,And I'll end this direst.But does anyone notice? But does anyone care? And if I had the guts to put this to your head...But does anything matter if you're already dead?And should I be shocked now by the last thing you said?Before I pull this trigger,Your eyes vacant and stained...And in saying you loved me,Made things harder at best,And these words changing nothingAs your body remains,And there's no room in this hell, There's no room in the next,But does anyone notice there's a corpse in this bed?)